Brenda shares with Nick in her restlessness...

From: Brenda Langdon
Sent: Wednesday, February 17, 2010 4:38 AM
To: Nick Langdon
Subject: realization

Here it is 3 a.m. again and I have had my anti-nausea medicine and my helping of noodles with butter and salt along with a gingerale. It's gonna be a long morning if I don't manage to get back to sleep.

I was laying here on the couch with my "coverlet" and thinking about my Wovenhope website and it dawned on me that I never could go anywhere with my idea or thought or ministry because I too had to walk in the shoes of one having the Chemo to appreciate having a blanket that has become a souce of snuggle to me. Even though it's not a homemade one, I love the sense of wellbeing I get when I grab my white blankie and hunker down for the naps. Nanny gave it to me for another occassion, but putting it into prespective, I didn't realize the few that I have created for "Wovenhope" went into those peoples hands with a true service in mind.

Maybe now, this ministry will take fold (no pun intended) and more quilts will appear for the reason that I never imagined. I think in my mind if I made myself one for my battle, it would have to have camoflouge in it for sure.

That's all, going back to bed now. Bella